Every hexagon in this honeycomb of life contains a piece of me – Bee
While organizing I came across just shy of 15 journals, I admittedly have a problem, and I found something I had posted in a blog a couple of years ago. Here it is again with some minor edits:
Why I Left Paradise
I was born and raised in Miami, but today I live in New England (that’s a 1400 mile and 3 layers of clothing change) and the number one question I get asked ALL the time is:
“WHY would you EVER leave Miami to move up here?”
Continue reading “Why I Left Paradise”
Somedays I feel unstoppable.
Somedays I feel like the ground is going to open up and just swallow me whole.
Somedays… I wish it actually would.
But everyday I get up and fight the good fight.
I wish my soul wasn’t so familiar with transmutation.
But transmutation is magic.
And me?
I. Am. Magic.
I’d like to think that I am romantic to a degree. I mean maybe I am the thorn on the rose, but I’m part of that rose nonetheless. No?
Continue reading “Soul Mates”
I’ve been feeling pretty guilty about not blogging lately. Yet another great thing I’ve started and lost interest in. Sort of feels like the story of my life. I pick something up- Go hard- Then put it down once I feel like my efforts are far greater than the benefits I’m getting. Sounds awful doesn’t it?
Continue reading “Lucid Dreams”
What are you afraid of?
My answer? Stagnation.
I’m so afraid of stagnation that even stability sometimes feels like I’m not doing enough for the sake of progress. Continue reading “What Are You Afraid Of?”
What is it that you want from life?
Don’t worry about the details. Those always work themselves out. Continue reading “Manifest your Reality”
Life is hard and there are always people waiting to prey on your weaknesses. There are always people waiting for your plans to fall through so that they can rejoice, either silently or with an “I told you so”. But there are also people like Gerald. People who clap it up for you when you’re doing good and clap harder when they know that its what it will take to get you through the finish line. The Gerald’s of the world check in when they sense something is off and check out when they know you need space. No strings attached. Just genuine kindness. Continue reading “This One is for You Gerald”
The last couple of months have been such a rollercoaster of emotions for me. I have spent a lot of time on introspection. I’ve asked myself WHY a lot. The more I asked, the more I tried to dig deep, the worse I felt. Turns out I’d been doing it wrong. Asking myself Why wasn’t going to make me more aware of myself and it wasn’t going to give me the answers on someone else’s behavior. In fact, it negatively affected my relationship with people I care for and made me a less effective employee. What I should have been doing is treating myself like a business, I should have been asking WHAT and not WHY. Continue reading “Switching Gears”
My milkshake keeps bringing all the boys to the yard…
…what do men drink?
I was sitting at the bar having dinner and drinks with a friend when Vinny and his buddy came in. There was no room available so in true Bee form, I scooted over and signaled them to take a seat next to me. They were grateful, shot me a smile and took a seat. I was immediately intrigued by the two. Continue reading “We’re all right, there’s nobody wrong- Vinny”
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